It takes a lot more to make someone no longer care about you, than it does to make them hate you. But not to care? That is when you should really worry.

Breaking Point

I’m emotionally and physically drained. No words can describe how hurt I am.

The minute i heard my first love story,
I started looking for you.
Not knowing how blind that was.
Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere,
they’re in each other all along. -

Mukhsin, A Yasmin Ahmad Film

then she
then she cries herself to sleep
like the thousand nights before
though she knows she’s in too deep
she is strong for millions more

then she sings a melody
of her heartbreaks and burning thorns
and she hums them truthfully
there the silence heard her mourns

is there anyone out there?
would you lie to her you care?

oh cruel, cruel nights
she thinks you are her only friend
don’t you give ways for the lights
she found comfort in your hand

then she smiles to greet her dreams
if only life would be as kind
with bunny rains and milky streams
cherry kisses and chocolate buns

then she prays to never wake up
cause her shivers wont stop the dawn
she fills her tears in a cup
and drinks them all while she mourns

is there anyone out there?
would you lie to me you care?
— Fynn Jamal

then she
then she cries herself to sleep
like the thousand nights before
though she knows she’s in too deep
she is strong for millions more

then she sings a melody
of her heartbreaks and burning thorns
and she hums them truthfully
there the silence heard her mourns

is there anyone out there?
would you lie to her you care?

oh cruel, cruel nights
she thinks you are her only friend
don’t you give ways for the lights
she found comfort in your hand

then she smiles to greet her dreams
if only life would be as kind
with bunny rains and milky streams
cherry kisses and chocolate buns

then she prays to never wake up
cause her shivers wont stop the dawn
she fills her tears in a cup
and drinks them all while she mourns

is there anyone out there?
would you lie to me you care?
— Fynn Jamal

thespicychillipadi:

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Takkanku biarkan walau ribut 
Menyentakmu yang tidur…
Datang petir menyambar
Jengking dan ular…
Bonda takkan berundur

Nyamanlah Arjuna beta
Mimpikan yang indah saja…
Nanti bila kau buka mata
Semua tak serupa…

Kan ada satu ketika… 
Kau tak tahu mana nak pergi
Jalan betul anakanda
Tak jelas mata…
Ambil yang sarat duri

Hiduplah Arjuna beta
Biarkan jasad yang luka
Selama Tuhan mu ada…
Takkan engkau tercela

Ngeri tak terbayang mata
Bonda takkan ada sentiasa
Nanti moga kau tak lupa…
Bonda memujukmu anakanda

Hiduplah Arjuna beta…
Biarkan jasad yang luka
Selama tuhanmu ada…
Takkan engkau tercela

Nyamanlah Arjuna beta…
Mimpikan yang indah saja
Nanti bila kau buka mata
Semua tak serupa…